"Feelings" 03/22/2016 How in the world can I explain the feelings that I have? There are so many. As the time gets closer to our 3rd and final transfer of our first round of IVF, my feelings are all over the place. I am excited, but I don't want to be... every single time I've been excited so far, I've been let down. And not just a little let down, I mean like a huge, heart breaking devastation-type of let down; and I took it hard. I am nervous. Why am I so nervous? I've been here before. We've done this already.
How in the world can I explain the feelings that I have? There are so many. As the time gets closer to our 3rd and final transfer of our first round of IVF, my feelings are all over the place. I am excited, but I don't want to be... every single time I've been excited so far, I've been let down. And not just a little let down, I mean like a huge, heart breaking devastation-type of let down; and I took it hard. I am nervous. Why am I so nervous? I've been here before. We've done this already.
